I miss you (him).
So Tuck left yesterday for a five-night work "thing."
I didn't think that it was going to be that hard to say good-bye since I knew that he was only about two hours away, but when the time came -- I got sad.
Usually it has been me going to conferences and even week-long trips to San Fran, however this time was different, because he wasn't only leaving me, he was leaving the little guy too.
When we were dating, the year we were engaged, we were three hours away. It was so hard spending the weekend together and then having to leave, not knowing the we would see each other again. Every good-bye, there was a little twinge of pain in my heart that would appear. Sometimes I would cry.
Yesterday the small pain reappeared. I guess it confirmed my love for him is still strong. Having the bed to myself was nice for about an hour, then it felt too big. I miss my Tuck.
So, here is one of our songs, just for you Tuck.
I miss you.
To see you, when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you?
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wastin away.
I know I'll see you again whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care and I miss you.
I didn't think that it was going to be that hard to say good-bye since I knew that he was only about two hours away, but when the time came -- I got sad.
Usually it has been me going to conferences and even week-long trips to San Fran, however this time was different, because he wasn't only leaving me, he was leaving the little guy too.
When we were dating, the year we were engaged, we were three hours away. It was so hard spending the weekend together and then having to leave, not knowing the we would see each other again. Every good-bye, there was a little twinge of pain in my heart that would appear. Sometimes I would cry.
Yesterday the small pain reappeared. I guess it confirmed my love for him is still strong. Having the bed to myself was nice for about an hour, then it felt too big. I miss my Tuck.
So, here is one of our songs, just for you Tuck.
I miss you.
To see you, when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you?
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wastin away.
I know I'll see you again whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care and I miss you.
posted by Trisha at
4:27 PM
4 Comments:
I've never seen such a romantic side of you! I think this is sweet!
What song is that?
I hope that Tuck gets to read this while he's away and realize, really realize, how much you miss him!
The song is "I miss you" by Incubus. A college favorite of ours.
My hubby has only once left on a course on the other side of the country. I couldn't wait until he came back cuz i missed him so. Sometimes I tell him, don't you have any other courses you can go to so that I can feel that sad feeling of missing you then the pure excitement of you returning? Silly huh? But sometimes, when things are the same day in and day out, you tend to take things for granted.
I too miss you so badly sweetie! I think of you often and wish you were near. I feel you in my heart but want more to feel your touch. Maybe when you get to town, we can play our other favorite riding song...Wheatus! We can act cracy and hoot and holler just like the good o'le day of LAX. I'm in a bar at the hotel having a cold beer, watching baseball, and yet I'm not happy. Oh yeah, I had a pizza delivered to my room for supper. Sounds like the perfect night ha? In fact not, I miss you and B-Man. See you soon and until then I'll see you in my dreams. The smell on the pillow is not one I like though.
Love you...TUCK
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